The why

What do you do when you feel like your life is spiraling out of control? When everything; your work, your social life, your body, your relationships, you family just become too overwhelming to really cope with? What do you do when you feel the happiness you have slowly clawed back over the years since leaving high school ebbing away again?

It is the 21st century so of course you start a blog.


I want to get my life back under control. I want to feel that happiness building, not dripping away. I want to feel confident and sexy for myself, rather than hiding away and letting others take advantage of me. 

This blog, even if no one else reads it, will help me do this. It will keep me accountable, even only to myself. I will be the first person to admit that I am not good with talking; but I am good at typing. 


This blog will chronicle my triumphs and my failures as I attempt to regain the control I have felt I have lost and improve my sense of worth and confidence.